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6/4/05 01:10 pm

i feel like taking a blade and seeing what all my veins look like

5/19/05 09:38 am

I hurt myself today,
to see if i still feel,
I focus on the pain,
the only thing thats real,

The needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting,
try to kill it all away,
but I remember everything,

what have I become,
my sweetest friend,
everyone i know,
goes away in the end,

and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,

I wear this crown of thorns,
upon my liars chair,
full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair,

beneath the stains of time,
the feelings dissapear,
you are someone else,
I am still right here,

What have I become,
my sweetest friend,
everyone I know,
goes away in the end,

and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,

if I could start again,
a million miles away,
I will keep myself,
I would find a way,

5/12/05 10:01 am

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Moderate
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Low

-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --

5/11/05 09:32 am

im very unhappy

5/5/05 10:35 pm

I haven't hung out with anyone
'Cause if I did, I'd have nothing to say
I didn't feel angry or depressed
I didn't feel anything at all
I didn't want to go to bed
And I didn't want to stay up late

5/2/05 08:36 pm

catch 22












the ether.. the shit that makes your soul burn slow

5/1/05 04:31 pm

this week has been awesome, i didnt have to go to school at all. it was like a spring break 2 and i enjoyed it so much. its just what i needed.

4/21/05 09:21 am

yesterday was a good day.... except for one thing, my ipod reset itself ands i have no songs on my ipod anymore and i have to put 1000 songs on it again bummer but atleast i got high as shit

4/20/05 09:18 am

420?

4/18/05 09:33 am

i feel so bored with everything in my life, nothing is really exciting anymore
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